New
York City marked the first anniversary of the September 11th
terrorist attacks with a public memorial that included the recitation of famous
speeches from other times and other places that, it was hoped, would provide
inspiration and meaning to this solemn day.
It
occurred to me that, as Jews, perhaps we have our own famous speeches and
comforting messages to draw upon for moments like this. And so I have re-read the prophets,
Ecclesiastes, Job, the Psalms, and, of course, the Book of Lamentations, in the
hope of finding the appropriate passage for this occasion.
The
results of my search were mixed. I
could not embrace the pervasive Biblical message of punishment for one’s
sins, and, by extension, for one’s nation’s sins, in the form of a
foreign invasion and the destruction of one’s city. That is not to say that there are no
consequences to our actions, or inactions, including war, but I reject the
Biblical equation, which essentially is a cruel form of blaming the
victim.
On
the other hand, as I engaged in the texts, I was often moved and inspired by
individual lines and thoughts. The
tone, the cadence, and, occasionally, the remarkable application to our own
situation, brought poignancy and, ultimately, comfort and inspiration. As I reflected on these lines, I had
the thought of weaving them together, with some interpolation of my own, to
produce a new composition I that I entitled, “A Modern
Lamentation.” It is
dedicated to those who died on September 11.
ow lonely sits the city that once was great among the
nations! 2She that was
a princess among the provinces has become (cloaked in shrouds.) [Lam. 1:1]
3She weeps bitterly in the night, with tears on her
cheeks; (who is there to) comfort her (?)
4(Will her friends stand loyal beside her, or will they stand
away?) [Lam. 1:2]
5Is
it nothing to you, all you who pass by?
6Look and see if there is any sorrow like the sorrow (of my
city.) [Lam. 1:12] 7(The city) has gone into
(mourning). 8She finds
(only sadness.) [Lam 1:3] 9All her people groan. [Lam. 1:11] 10Her gates are desolate. 11The roads to (the city)
mourn. [Lam. 1:4]
12From
on high, enemies stretched out their hands over all her precious things [Lam.1:10, 13] 13Her young and her
old have (been) slaughtered without mercy. [Lam.
2:21] 14Precious
(lives,) worth their weight in fine gold, lay perished in the rubble. [Lam. 4:2,5] 15Their bodies were more ruddy than coral, their
hair like sapphire, now their visage is blacker than soot, they are no longer
recognized, (or they are vanished altogether into thin air.) [Lam. 4:7-8]
16(We)
remember the days of (our) affliction, when panic and pitfall came upon the
city, when her people fell into the hand of the foe. 17There was no one to help her, the foe looked on
mocking over her downfall. [Lam. 1:7]
18There was devastation and
destruction, (and death.) [Lam. 1,7;
3:47] 19In all the squares there
was wailing.
Without mercy,
they destroyed the (high places.) [Lam. 1:10,
2:9] 2In [their]
wrath they brought down (mighty towers.) [Lam.
1:10] 3(They)
invaded her (harbors.) [Lam. 1:10,
13] 4(They) brought down to the
ground in dishonor the kingdom and its rulers [Lam
2:2] 5(Now,)
children are desolate, (wives and husbands, fathers and mothers), for the enemy
has prevailed. [Lam. 1:16] 6(On that day,) we looked
for light and beheld darkness, and for brightness, but we walked in
gloom. [Isa. 59:9] 7On that day the sun went down at noon, and
darkened the earth in broad daylight. [Amos 8:9]
8(The)
enemies opened their mouths against (her), they hissed, they gnashed their
teeth, they cried, “We have devoured her! Ah, this is the day we longed
for; at last we have seen it!”[Lam. 2:16] 9The rulers of the earth did
not believe nor did any of the inhabitants of the world, that foe or enemy
could enter the gates of (the city.) [Lam. 4:12] 10(But) the (enemy) has done
what he purposed, he has carried out his threat; as he ordained long ago, he
has demolished without pity; and he has rejoiced over us. [Lam. 2:17]
(He sent) fire
deep into my bones. [Lam. 1:13] 2My strength was
sapped. [Lam. 1:14] 3[My] eyes failed, ever watching vainly for help;
watching eagerly for (rescue). [Lam.
4:17] 4I was left stunned and
faint all day long. [Lam. 1:13] 5For these things I weep; my
eyes flow with rivers of tears. [Lam.
1:16; 3:48]
6I
am weary with my moaning; every night I flood my bed with tears; I drench my
couch with my weeping. [Ps. 5:6-7] 7My eyes are spent with
weeping because of the destruction of my people. [Lam
2:11] 8Oh that
my head were waters, and my eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and
night for the slain of my people! [Jer.
9:1]
9Is
there no balm in Gilead; is there no physician there? [Jer. 8:22] 10My
groans are many and my heart is faint. [Lam.
1:22] 11All my
sleep has fled, because of the bitterness of my soul. [Isa. 38:15] 12I lie awake, I am like a lonely bird on the
housetop [Ps. 102:7] 13My days are like an evening shadow; I wither away
like grass. [Ps. 102:11] 14See how distressed I am, my
heart is wrung within me. [Lam.
1:20] 15I cower in ashes, my soul is
bereft of peace. 16I
have forgotten what happiness is, and all that I had hoped for. [Lam. 3:17]
17What
is my strength? Is my strength the strength of stones, or is my flesh
bronze? [Job 6:11] 18I will not restrain my mouth, I will speak in the
anguish of my spirit. [Job 7:11]
19I will give free utterance to my
complaint, I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. [Job 10:1] 20I
loathe my life. [Job 10:1] 21My spirit is broken, my
days are extinct, the grave is ready for me [Job
17:1] 22How long
must I bear pain in my soul, and have sorrow in my heart all the day? [Ps. 13:2] 23(Who is there to comfort me? Who will revive my courage?) [Lam. 1:16] 24Why is my pain unceasing, my wound incurable,
refusing to be healed? [Jer. 15:18] 25Cursed be the day on which
I was born! [Jer. 20:14] 26Why
did I come forth from the womb to see (grief) and sorrow and spend my days in
(sadness.) [Jer. 20:18]
What can I say
for you, O (beloved) city? For
vast as the sea is your ruin, who can heal you? [Lam.
2:13] 2(Sadness
is) multiplied, mourning and lamentation. [Lam.
2:5] 3The elders
sit on the ground in silence; they have thrown dust on their heads and put on
sackcloth; they have bowed their heads to the ground. [Lam. 2:10] 4The
mirth of the timbrels is stilled, the noise of the jubilant has ceased. [Isa. 24:8] 5No more do they drink wine with singing; strong
drink is bitter to those who drink it. [Isa.
24:9] 6The city
is broken down. [Isa. 24:10] 7The gladness of the earth is
banished. [Isa. 24: 11]
8What
is our iniquity? What is the sin that we have committed? [Jer. 16:10] 9(Why has all this great evil come to us?) 10(Is it) because we trampled
upon the poor? [Amos 5:11] 11(Because) we turned aside
from the needy?) [Amos 5:12]
12When
they say to you, we are punished for sins, destroyed for our transgressions,
say to them, (No! We) are innocent. [Job 9:15],
(No! We) are blameless. [Job
9:21] 13(Say to them,) the earth is
given into the hands of the wicked.
14When disaster brings sudden death, [it] mocks at the
calamity of the innocent. [Job 9:2-34]
(Some will also
say), Pursue (the wicked) in anger
and destroy them. [Lam. 3:66] Pay them back for their deeds. [Lam. 3:64] 2Let them be blotted out of the book of the
living; let them not be enrolled among the righteous. [Ps. 69:28]
3Behold,
the wicked man makes a pit, digging it out, and falls into the hole which he
has made. 4His
(wrong-doing) returns upon his own head, on his own crown his violence
descends. [Ps. 7:15-6] 5His day is coming. [Ps. 37:13]
6(But
others say), Refrain from anger, and forsake wrath! 7Fret not yourself; it tends only to evil. [Ps. 37:8] 8Seek good, and not evil, that you may live. [Amos 5:14] 9Hate evil, and love good, and establish justice
in the gate. [Amos 5:15] 10Let justice roll down like
waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream. [Amos 5:24] 11If
you pour yourself out for the hungry, and satisfy the desire of the afflicted,
then shall your light rise in the darkness and your gloom be as the
noonday. [Isa. 58:10] 12Light dawns for the righteous and joy for the upright
in heart. [Ps. 97:11] 13He is not afraid of evil
tidings, her heart is firm. [Ps.112:7]
14His heart is steady, she
will not be afraid. [Ps.112:8] 15Fear not, be not
confounded. [Isa. 54:4] 16 Justice will return to the
righteous. [Ps. 94:15]
[Now] hearken
diligently to me, incline your ear. [Isa. 55:3] 2(Let us learn) to number
our days, that we may get a heart of wisdom. [Ps.
90:12] 3(We are
but) sojourners on earth. [Ps.
119:19] 4No person has power to
retain the spirit, or authority over the day of death. [Eccl. 8:8] 5(As
it says,) For everything there is a season...a time to be born and a time to
die. [Eccl. 3:1-2] 6If a person lives many
years, let him rejoice in them all; but let her remember that the days of
darkness will be many. [Eccl. 11:8] 7Woe is me for my hurt! My
wound is grievous; but I said, Truly this is a grief, and I must bear it. [Jer. 10:19]
8How
long shall the land mourn? [Jer. 12:4]
9How long shall the wicked
exult? [Ps. 94:3] 10My soul waits - more than
watchmen for the morning. [Ps. 130:5] 11(May the day come soon
when we can) wipe away tears. [Isa.
25:6]
12The
bricks have fallen, but we will build with dressed stones; the sycamores have
been cut down, but we will put cedars in their place. [Isa. 9:10] 13The
city shall be rebuilt upon its mound, and the (towers) shall stand where (they)
used to be. [Jer. 30:18] 14(Our) builders will outstrip
(our) destroyers. His day is coming. [Ps.
37:12-13]
15(We)
will build houses and inhabit them; (we) will plant vineyards and eat their
fruit. [Isa. 65:22] 16(Our city will be) a
stronghold to the poor, a stronghold to the needy in their distress, a shelter
from the storm. [Isa 25:4] 17In that day, this song will be
sung in the land: “We have a
strong city. Open the gates, that
the righteous may enter in.”
[Isa. 26:1-2]
18Comfort,
comfort, my people. [Isa. 40:1] 19Awake, awake, put on your
strength, put on your beautiful garments, shake yourself from the dust, loose
the bonds of your (grief.) [Isa.
52:1-2]
20Let
this be recorded for a generation to come. [Ps.
102:18] 21Peace,
peace, to the far and near. [Isa
57:19]